| lks0079 ( @ 2007-08-03 22:11:00 |
blechhhhhhhh i have never felt so at odds with myself in my life. its like, i know how i truly feel, but ill be damned if i act upon it, or even think about it as something remotely possible. its just a sad situation, that did not have to be sooooo dramatic, but what can you do. deal, day by day, it gets easier. cool.
i seriously am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oo excited for the apt. 11 days hallelujiah. its weird because its probably the last 11 days where i will ever call my house my "home" ever again. so strange. so so so exciting though.
:)
i seriously am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
:)